2022.01.20 10:28 Tommy78050 PhD abroad? Experience appreciated :)
I’m a graduate chemistry student from Germany and I’m thinking about doing my PhD abroad. Unfortunately, I know nobody directly that did his PhD abroad. I have a few questions and would be thankful if some of you could help me out?
Where did you do your PhD abroad? Which university?
How did you get your PhD position abroad? Initiative application? Advertised post? Recommendation from your professor?
Time between application process and start of PhD?
Did you visit the foreign university before? (for studies, only for application process?)
Did you have a scholarship? (one in chemistry or science?)
I hear you must pay tuition fees and don’t make a lot? Could you still survive with only your paycheck or did you have to obtain a loan?
Would you do it again? 😊
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2022.01.20 10:28 CelebrityAnatomy Salma Hayek
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2022.01.20 10:28 LylowGaming Game Crashing to Desktop or Hanging after Update 3.2 (PC)
Anyone else getting this problem? I've searched but not really seen any other posts about it. Brand new update, never had any real issues with crashing, at all, before tonight. Now in the last hour, I've had 3 CtD's and once where the game has hung and I've had to use Task Manager to kill it.
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2022.01.20 10:28 greenascanbe Missouri Redistricting Commission passes final fair state house map unanimously
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2022.01.20 10:28 Minute-Stand1985 ‼️FREE 20x 🐂 NFTs + 💵 🆙 + drop your ETH addy 🔥Check comments section 👇
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2022.01.20 10:28 Choi129 Thanks GoodSmile.
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2022.01.20 10:28 Old_Material9244 Suggest me a book to help improve my communication skills
2022.01.20 10:28 bkbro111 Feels too forced
Sorry this is long but I need to get it off my back…
I am a gay male (41) and I matched on hinge with another guy(31) on January 2nd. Hinge-where I live- is not a sex app for gays. There’s other apps for that. Hinge is a little more respectable.
Anyway, we match on Sunday 1/2. He asks me out immediately and if I have plans that very night. I like him so I say yes. Spontaneously matched and met this guy in one day. That is uncharacteristic. Usually chat a bit more and arrange a day.
We meet that night and have a great date. Hit two bars. Talk for 6 hours and a cute kiss goodnight and I don’t get home till 12:30/1:00am.
He texts immediately - “I think I have a little crush on you.” I’m pretty smitten too and I like him already.
We agree to go out that next weekend and have good chat throughout the week. He is sending texts like “only 3 days till i get to see you again.” “Only 2 days till we reunite” it’s really sweet and this doesn’t happen often so I’m going with it.
I get covid. So I’m gutted. I tell him and he suggests a zoom date instead. I say definitely.
Zoom dated that following weekend while I had covid. Talked 3 hours. It was really cute. We agree as soon as I’m out of quarantine we will meet again.
That next week I’m out. We agree to meet and we go to a cute restaurant I pick near him. And he says before dinner is even over that he wants to see me again. He invites me back to his apt so we go.
We have a couple glasses of wine and talk for a while longer. All really lovely conversation and he sings me some songs while playing on his ukulele. It was really great.
Next thing you know we are fooling around. Nothing crazy. just have a kiss and cuddle and we talk about things we’re into ;) for the next time we hang. It’s 12:30 am and I leave. He walks me out and waves as I turn back from the stairs.
I’m thinking this is too good to be true.
Well it is. The next day all my texts to him seem initiated by me. He doesn’t ask how I am or about my day after I ask about him. I think nothing of it. But am disappointed.
The next day I asked what his weekend plans were, I had two friend things, if he wants to join either or both that’d be fun or neither and we pick a time just us two that’d be fun too.
He ignores that text. A full day goes by and I don’t get a reply… and I’m annoyed bc this wasn’t the behavior he exhibited in the beginning. Maybe something happened? I dunno. I’m now being needy because I’m confused.
I follow up noticing there’s been a shift, and he replies telling me he “feels things got too much too soon, he doesn’t want to force things, and that our communication style might be an area of incompatibility. I need to manage my expectations and think about what I need from a partner. And that he prefers to be chased/receiver of attention”
I’m pissed now. The precedent was set when he asked me out day 1, asked me to zoom, asked me back to his apt, serenaded me with his ukulele, counted down days we would reunite, told me he wanted to see me before our dinner was even over.
I am so disappointed and saddened by this guy. I feel like a fool and like he is a fraud. I don’t know what changed. But he’s totally not the person he was when we met. Im 41 yo. I’m not chasing anyone sorry.
Anyone encountered similar situations?? How do you participate in early days of dating and being spontaneous when things feel right, when the risk of them doing a complete 180 is lurking around the corner?
TLDR; I was asked out by a guy for several weeks, he turned around and told me he feels things were too forced after he initiated most of it….
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2022.01.20 10:28 dumbinick- Sore under 2 year old tongue piercing
My tongue has been pierced for two years and I haven't recently changed the jewelry. I got a really small bump on the edge of the piercing on the underside and it is painful when I talk or eat. Any idea what it could be?
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2022.01.20 10:28 JamesVsEgglocke Frisk Vs Lucas(Undertale VS Mother 3)
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2022.01.20 10:28 Doskater The Hero's Journey - Demo 0.2
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2022.01.20 10:28 Oineon I just played stranded event and will Selena be alright ?
I saw her gameplay on youtube the other day and now I see her half dead. Can someone explain why she is there ? Is she the Selena that is friend of Ayla ? Or are they different.
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2022.01.20 10:28 Amazing-Tour-9984 Snowball vs Avalanche?
What is your opinion on Snowball vs Avalanche method? More folks swear by Snowball but it seems to cost more interest and more discipline?
What is a truly better method?
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2022.01.20 10:28 producerquigs Fishing for Monsters - In search of the elusive Muskie
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2022.01.20 10:28 eartharbour Gotta catch 'em all, they said. But I probably should have stuck to Fusion Strike.
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2022.01.20 10:28 Skyhawk6600 Monarchist Minute asks an important question, what is the exact role of faith in monarchy
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2022.01.20 10:28 justneedtotalktoyou It's because I love you
I've been struggling these last few days. A lot.
I'm trying my best to move on with my life, but I can't change the way I feel about you.
I don't think you'll ever understand the amount of pain I've been through trying to let you go.
I can't seem to get it into my head that you don't want me in your life, at all.
I've tried accepting it. I've tried coming to terms with it.
I've tried every remedy and therapy there is to try and clear my mind.
I think I'm scared.
If I let go, what if I forget about you?
I never want to forget your face. Or your smile.
If I let go, what if I don't remember your voice? Or your accent?
If I let go, what if you randomly pop up in my head years from now, and I cant remember how I felt about you?
What if I let go of this feeling and my mind protects me by letting go of all memories of you?
I cant sleep at night at the moment. Your face keeps showing up. I keep dreaming we're on the business carpark. You keep coming over to talk to me. And I keep dreaming of bumping into you randomly. I can't seem to get you off my mind.
It's breaking me. Literally breaking me.
I'm so tired. I'm mentally exhausted.
I am really struggling with letting you go.
I know I already have in a sense, because I've finally given you the respect you deserve and I have stopped texting you. That's been hard.
But it doesn't stop me from thinking about you every second of every day.
I still want to text you to beg and plead for you to speak to me. But I promised I won't ever do that again. And I meant it.
When I was ill and fucked up, I made all sorts of promises I couldn't keep.
Now I'm back to the old me, the one with boundaries and integrity. And I respect your wishes now. I didn't before. I was in too much pain myself to even consider what impact I was having on you. I'm sorry for that.
I hope you know that in my right mind, I would never intentionally hurt you. I was messed up Al. I really was.
When I look back at the messages I sent you in September, I can't believe how messed up I still was. I thought I was better at the time, I really did. But evidently. I was not. I see that now.
These last few days I've noticed I've been struggling more because I haven't had my medication for 3/4 days, I ran out. I'm going to the doctors today to pick up my prescription.
It's mad how fast I lose control of myself, a few days off them and my mind goes back to overdrive. And when I have that many thoughts all at the same time, I literally can't function. I become a zombie, I stare into space and imagine every single scenario playing out, what I did and didn't do, what I could have done differently, what could or might happen, what if it doesn't happen, and then before I know it bamb! It's what direction should I take, what decision should I make, what is the likelihood of seeing you again, where was my life going then, where is my life going now, what if I make the wrong choice, where will I end up, how can I make this better, are you happy, do you think I don't care any more, have you already forgotten about me, will our paths ever cross again, are you still mad at me, will you always hate me, should I apologise again, should I leave you alone, why I still feel this way about you, was it real or just trauma, were we friends, did I ever mean anything to you, what is your life like, what will mine be like, will I always miss you, will I die this way? Then its a downward spiral from there. My life's a mess. I'm a fuck up. I deserve to die.
I'm scared to die alone. Without loving you.
I'm not scared to die. Just scared to die without you in my mind.
Scared about my mind shutting off without your face to go to.
Scared about my soul spending eternity in darkness, forever alone, with noone and nothing.
I'm scared that once my mind let's go of you, that my body will give up and I'll have nothing to hold onto.
I'm scared that your face will fade into a blur. And that when my time comes to face the music, I won't be able to see you any more.
I don't want to forget you.
I don't want to leave this world without you in my heart.
Because if I can't spend this life with you, at least if you're still in my mind and heart when I leave this world, I can look forward to spending the rest of eternity in my memories of you.
I want so badly to love you the way I want to love you.
But you were never mine to love.
I've got to get used to this feeling.
It hurts so much.
I wish you were still in my life so at least I could still get to love you as a friend.
I'll always love you Al. You must know that by now. I've told you enough. Stupidly.
But yeah, I wish I could love you the way I wanted to.
This way sucks. It hurts.
The time I got to spend knowing you will never be enough.
The last hug you gave me will never be enough.
I remember it like it was yesterday. I remember your face like you're infront of me now.
But what if I forget.
I don't want to forget.
I dont want to let go.
I'm scared to let go.
I love you so much. And it's not because I'm still unwell that I feel like I love you.
I always did love you. For the whole time I knew you.
I was just better at hiding it before I became unwell. And then when I lost control of my mind, I lost control of my behaviour as well.
I've got myself a bit more together now. And I'm obviously handling it better otherwise I'd be texting you now instead of writing on here.
But it's still agony for me.
I don't know how I am going to carry on doing this for the rest of of life.
I don't know how long I will need to keep writing to you here.
I don't know how long my heart will feel this emptiness.
I don't know many more dreams I'll have until your face fades away.
I wish I didn't have to do this.
I wish you wanted me in your life, even just as a friend.
I wish I could see your face all the time.
I wish I could hear your voice for real, and not just in my head.
I wish I didn't have to miss you this much for the rest of my life.
I get it. I know why all this happened the way it did.
Life is a cruel game sometimes. And unfortunately the best players are the ones who don't play to get rewarded in this life.
I don't know how to win the game. I don't care about winning. I only know how to love and thats all I care about.
So even though it kills me every day. And even though I am scared.
I am trying to let you go.
And I am terrified.
Because I love you.
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