Thinking of suicide

2021.12.05 14:30 Distinct-Vegetable58 Thinking of suicide

Feel like it's the only way the right all my wrongs. Besides.. i have lost the will to live

2021.12.05 14:30 colantor Edward Scissorhands is a Christmas movie just like Die Hard

2021.12.05 14:30 InevitablePop9872 Woke up and choose violence part 3

2021.12.05 14:30 vanilacharelstonchew Am I a god? Or simply a mad-man overrun by power.

2021.12.05 14:30 terrencelovescum TINASHE IS A SICK WOMAN!

2021.12.05 14:30 dunkin1980 Grand Witch of The Black KKK -- Spewing Vile Racism Nightly

2021.12.05 14:30 joshygopro5 How to deal with Body Dysmorphia

16 y/o Male, UK here.
So I weigh around 62.4kg at the moment (this does fluctuate) however my fitness progress seems to be constantly tainted by Body Dysmorphia. I keep looking down at my stomach and think "Damn I'm getting fat" however this simply isn't true, the mirror, the scales and everyone I know show the exact opposite.
I keep trying to gain and bulk up my muscle but I feel like I'm constantly hitting a brick wall due to this false perception of being fat.
What should I do to combat my Body Dysmorphia?

2021.12.05 14:30 sim006 Cannot Connect to Hoobs

I used my Hoobs Box for some time but I disconnected it when I had some network issues. I am trying to reconnect and set things back up and I cannot connect back to Hoobs no matter what I do. Some details and things I have tried:

• connecting using http://hoobs.local. Results: ERR_CONNECTION_REFUSED
• I looked up the ip address using my routes and tried to connect using this (port unknown, tried 9090). Using the app, invalid ip address. Browser, ERR_CONNECTION_REFUSED
• This is the weird one: I tried connecting using ssh through terminal, it asks for a password, 'hoobsadmin' entered, then it says "Connection closed by 192.168.1.233 port 22". No idea what to do from here.
• I tried connecting with the ip address and port 22, I get ERR_UNSAFE_PORT
Any suggestions? I am happy to reset the box, if needed, I would just like to get it working again, the box was not cheap.

2021.12.05 14:30 Zen-bunny First Bronies now this?

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2021.12.05 14:30 Accomplished_Truck17 Sugar daddy or mommy no fees

M23 from UK. I will not be paying any fees. No scammers please.

2021.12.05 14:30 HealfyShit blursed vegetarianism

2021.12.05 14:30 Sjakkalakka Script for players who want to make VALORANT clips but forget to turn on OBS

If it all went well it should look like this --> https://streamable.com/2cj50a
start "" /wait cmd /c "echo Dont forget to click your replay buffer shortcut!&echo(&pause"
cd "C:\Riot Games\Riot Client\" start RiotClientServices.exe --launch-product=valorant --launch-patchline=live
cd "C:\Program Files (x86)\obs-studio\bin\64bit\" start obs64.exe --startreplaybuffer
exit
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This basically opens VALORANT & OBS.
The Replay Buffer gets started automatically so you just have to use your SAVE REPLAY shortcut. To remind you of clicking the replay shortcut there will be a message appearing to remind you.
Change the cd parts to where your programs are located. To doublecheck this you can right-click on your desktop icon --> open file location
OR
Right-click desktop icon --> properties --> under the shortcut tab --> target: --> copy everything apart from the part where it says .exe
Shortcut

1. Right-click on your desktop --> New --> Shortcut
2. In the Type the location of the item field you enter --> cmd.exe /c “path\to\script.bat”
3. Replace “path\to\script.bat” with actual path to your .bat file
4. Click next, give it a name and Finish
Icon To change the icon of your script file
2. Go to https://image.online-convert.com/convert-to-ico --> choose file --> start the converting --> download .ico file
3. Right-click on your .bat file --> properties --> shortcut --> change icon --> browse to the .ico file
OBS Important for it to all work automatically is that your OBS opens up as administrator
1. Right-click on your OBS.exe --> properties
2. Navigate to the compatibility tab
3. Tick ON “Run this program as an administrator”

2021.12.05 14:30 machmalabala [Advice] What do you bring on weekend camps? I feel like my pack size is huge

2021.12.05 14:30 alannaflowers Adobe Illustrator for iPad Tutorial | App Overview + Lettering Tips

2021.12.05 14:30 pixelfixation I've never seen this before. Too cold?

2021.12.05 14:30 Dry-Coconut-221 School is making me gay

School is so boring that during class me and my friend do stuff to entertain our selves .lately this stuff has moved to gay shit between me and my friend . truthfully it's very concerning .this stops when we leave school , apart from a few gay jokes , a common occurrence. outside of school nothing like that happens . I have concluded that school is making me and my friend gay .

2021.12.05 14:30 M_Dragan Does anyone know what’s happening here? This is a standard primitive sphere in 3DS MAX and it has these weird shadow lines which only go away when I don’t use a HDRI dome light, it’s a standard vraymtl. (I’ve also tried reinstalling vray)

2021.12.05 14:30 collagen-jokbal cloud music library loads forever... most of my music is on local storage and some on apple music. i tried to turn on syncing and no progress from the picture for hours...

2021.12.05 14:30 jd2300 Brexiters before being deported from Spain:

2021.12.05 14:30 Allbasty Eternal Klash Skins & Gold Demon Scorpion Skin

Hello guys, I bought MK 11 Ultimate last week on Steam but I don't have Eternal Klash skins DLC & Gold Demon Scorpion skin and can't buy 'em. Any other ways to get both of them? Plz let me know.

2021.12.05 14:30 dariiien What are the top 10-15 head coaching positions in the country?

With this wild coaching carousel going on right now. What are the top destinations?

2021.12.05 14:30 GintoSenju Does anyone know why Kouto Hirano almost always draws gloves on his characters?

Is there a reason or does he just like gloves.

2021.12.05 14:30 towelbathbin Usually texts all day in work, told me she couldn't chat as she was too busy - then posts on social media and is generally acting off with me

Dating for 5 months, not seen each other in around 3 weeks due to each of our work commitments. In the interim she has been video calling me and having "phone sex" with me.
About a week ago she was replying with one word replies, and taking hours to respond. I do the same, then she texts me and asking if I'm okay, I say I am. She says I'm quiet and I seem off with her. Later on she sends me a half naked selfie, I assume she's going to initiate what she has been doing - she shuts me down, so I apologise. She says I don't need to say sorry. Next day she's off with me, and then the day after the same again so I ask her what's up. She says nothing, but she says I'm acting weird and being distant - I said no and felt she was - she texts a little then reverts to the way she had been, 5 hours to reply to me with a one word answer.
Next day the same, I'm not about games so when she texts me I reply in a reasonable time. She doesn't reply.
Day after that she's in work, hectic at the moment and she told me she was really anxious about it, so I dropped her a message in the morning wishing her well and to text me if she was struggling.
She has not even read the message - even at the time of posting this. She later "likes" an Instagram post of mine, so I message her on that - she replies saying she's too busy to chat and shuts me down. Literally "I can't talk work is hectic" - then has been posting stories all day - yet she she hasn't got time to text me back or read my message.
Am I being unreasonable here to thing something is up, or am I being too reliant on messaging and it doesn't mean anything?
What shall I do here?