Am I the only one who cries himself to sleep at night?

2021.12.05 13:48 Steinkelsson Am I the only one who cries himself to sleep at night?

Before sleep, when I am alone to myself, I feel sudden rush of emotions out of nowhere. Depression, which was hiding somewhere in my mind during the day, suddenly yanks itself out of the chains and tosses me to the murky waters of existential crisis. Everyday I question my existence and find no purpose. I feel like my life adds nothing to anything.
I constantly battle with the thought of killing myself every night and sometimes at day too. I want to and I would have but I couldn't do it because of my mom. I don't want to imagine her crying over my dead body. I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't want any advice. I know some will say see a therapist, do meditation and et cetera et cetera. But nothing helps except sleep. At least I don't feel like killing myself while sleeping. My problem is with the time before the sleep.
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2021.12.05 13:48 Skrapi16 Need 3 friends for a research! Add 1541 3580 6640

I need friends for the Jirachi research! I will send gifts daily (or as much as I can through the holiday season)! TIA :D
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2021.12.05 13:48 Ahi_22 Why is my dell XPS 13 power light flashing orange

Laptop is on when plugged in, while light flashing orange but still charging. Once I unplug it, the laptop shut down.
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2021.12.05 13:48 EchoVLima The last purchase I made at the PX before getting out

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2021.12.05 13:48 TexasScrappy Re-watch 1st Season [SPOILERS]

Ohmygoodness during my 1st re-watch, I have picked up on some large pieces of the story I guess I slept thru! Dang! It’s been a true joy to see every minute of each episode, lol!
That Riker & Deanna had lost a young son! That Seven & Picard had never met before, yet she was so impacted by his death!
That anyone not only let her live but forgave the doctor for killing Bruce!
That the difference in perspective and impact of the Abomination for humans & Synths was a brilliant bit of writing and story telling, though the dramatic acting was a tad overplayed here and there.
That Picard’s message to Starfleet about the Synth planet didn’t appear to have been received, was the saving action for the Synth planet.
That most of Captain Rios’ holograms of himself that performed various functions throughout his ship were very annoying even though he is not.
That Riker still has it goin’ ON! Lol!
What have you picked up on in your latest re-watch?
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2021.12.05 13:48 katlh_htx Adding to my collection

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2021.12.05 13:48 APTwenty4Seven Helbrecht WIP

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2021.12.05 13:48 mrszubris Glue advice please!

Hello! I am new to your wonderful hobby as far as miniaturized and realistic dioramas, I used to make crocheted ones with my students of different biomes and environments LOL.
I just wanted to know if there is REALLY a difference between the glues out there? I know good glue CAN be expensive, but is Tacky Glue really sufficient? I am doing a large 1/64 diorama for my husband for Christmas, and I just need to order glue, and water for a tiny pond in the corner before I can start.
What glue is REALLY necessary for this? Should I be using something waterproof to be sure it lasts for ages? Would appreciate any glue advice you have!
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2021.12.05 13:48 TheLocalFauna Curling on the edge

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2021.12.05 13:48 Seyasoya "I promise I won't be gay."

On a mere technicality, yes mom, I did keep my promise. But as to the spirit of the promise, well...
I was thinking back to a convo I had with my mom when I was younger and still considered myself just an ally. My mom has always been tolerant of queer people (but more really just gays and lesbians, I doubt she's accepting of trans people). However, when it comes to her own children, she doesn't accept anymore.
And at the time I thought I could keep that promise, but when I realized that I was bi, I also realized that I would be forced to disappoint my mom when I decide to come forward.
So for now I'm playing the hetero part (because it is technically part of my real feelings), playing along with "make sure no boyfriends until after college!" and "so cool for you to date a foreigner man, living the Western life", bisexual feelings be damned, while keeping my own wording gender neutral ("ok ma, no partners").
But as soon as I can afford to be stable on my own (finish college, get a decent job, move out), I will not be closeted to my own parents anymore. I'll disappoint my mom, sure, but at least she can tolerate me still.
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2021.12.05 13:48 Macavity0 Did "the switch in time that saved nine" really happen?

In 1937, Justice Roberts of the US Supreme Court suddenly stopped siding with the conservative block of the bench to block FDR New Deal agenda. This happened among increased frustration of the public opinion and FDR himself, who was pushing for judicial reform (that is to say, packing the Supreme Court), in order to fight its perceived extreme polarization. The law in question (on the constitutionality of minimum wage) passed, and the attempt to raise the number of justices failed.
There seems to be some debate about how much this decision was a judicial, or a strategic one on Roberts' account. I understand that it would mostly be a calendar coincidence, but also that it marks the end of an era for the Supreme Court. What actually happened there?
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2021.12.05 13:48 Ssteeple Мосотыкл

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2021.12.05 13:48 BooobiesANDbho It’s the nice people you meet along the way, That makes this hobby worth it!! It’s not all buttholes and scalpers

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2021.12.05 13:47 Sensitive-Director-7 [WTS] Very nice Holosun HE403C-GR green dot w Solar panel fail safe, NV settings, both mounts (WA)

Great condition Holosun HE403C-GR w Green dot and solar panel fail safe. 2 NV brightness levels. Has shake and wake feature.
Comes with tool, spare battery tray, user manual, high and low mount and Holosun box.
Mounted but not used.
$170 shipped PP FF
Thank you.
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2021.12.05 13:47 Nephanor Funny Satisfactory Insults?

Hey folks, before anyone gets upset, I am going to explain WHY I am looking for these. I am working on a bot for my streaming which alternates between telling bad jokes, asking weird questions, and occasionally insulting me in funny ways based on the game I am playing. So to that end, I am looking for funny insults. Here's a couple I thought of, and would love to hear more (obviously they don't need to be accurate)

Can't wait to see what funny ones you folks can come up with!
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2021.12.05 13:47 Unlucky-Hour9083 https://t.me/joinchat/kCwuFSlh3XYxYzU0

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2021.12.05 13:47 CoolGuy-92 Off-season pickups

Just curious….what’s one off-season addition everyone would like to see us make? I personally would like to see an upgrade at TE.
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2021.12.05 13:47 iamareallperson TIL Beethoven was one of the first composers to use a metronome but he used it incorrectly leading to musicians not knowing what true speed was intended.

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2021.12.05 13:47 Remarkable-Wave-1360 Hani SERDAAĞR videosu var ya

He onu çocuğunu kaybeden babanın feryadı diye editledilerdi onu atsanıza
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